Home Alone (not really)
DAY 5. I have been alone for the past few days. I haven’t been going to my parents’ house because of the really hot and humid weather. Once or twice a week, I’d just go there to get food that would last me about two days.
I’d rather stay at home these days. Yes, I’ve been working at home for more than two years already so I’m expected to be at home but I like working at my ‘rents. How I miss them. And Juju. And Enoch too.
It doesn’t help that my husband always stays up late in the office and even goes to work during weekends (sometimes). I used to get mad at him but not anymore since I now understand why he is working so hard. And yeah, his OT hours mean more money come the next pay day so I don’t complain anymore. (Ha!)
I live in a very big house but most of the time, I stay inside our room-slash-little-house-slash-my-office. I only see the maid and occasionally, my in-laws when I do the laundry, get water to drink, and go to the bathroom for my bath and endless pee breaks.
To ease my loneliness, I watch TV series and movies downloaded from the Internet. Or I chat, sleep, and read a book whenever work is done. That’s how boring my life is nowadays.
But you know, despite the boredom, I am glad that I have my little one with me. He’s still inside me but I can feel the love for him already. Each day, his daddy and I could feel him more. Yesterday, I could see my tummy waving. One of these days, I’d video my belly moving.
I simply think about my Noah and I smile. I may be alone. I may not see people everyday but the baby is more than enough for me. I can’t wait until he comes out. To finally hold him in my arms, play with him, cry with him, and just be with him when Daddy is at work.
I may be home alone these days but it doesn’t really matter because there is a baby entertaining me. There is a baby I can feel reaching out to me.
I can’t wait to see our firstborn. I JUST CANNOT WAIT.:)
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